About Me :-)

If there’s one thing I’m obsessed with, it’s – clarity. God knows for how long, I’ve been trying to define certain rules, bring order to chaos, tried to classify life in black and white (and we all know how much of a lost cause that is to begin with :) ). Let me call this ‘inner struggle’. However at the end of it all I find myself pretty much in ‘no-man’s land’. Life is either so passive, so dormant and so bland that I’m not even anywhere close to dealing with this struggle OR I’m at the deep end of it, where life is a mess and I find myself overwhelmed by disorder. So :-) the struggle is ON :-)

I guess I’m an utterly hopeless optimist, idealist and romantic. So much so, that I end up hating myself for getting myself into trouble as these qualities often get one into. Does that make any sense? No seriously, I'm not insane or anything. I'm undeniably someone who when falls, falls hard. Sometimes it pays off. Mostly it hurts a lot. Actually it hasn't quite paid off yet :-) Guess I’ll just have to wait until I ‘find the hand that breaks the fall’ ;-) After all the high’s and lows though I feel rest assured that if there is a way to live life, then its this! If there’s a way to tread this path, then it’s experiencing and absorbing every joy, every tear, every caress, every distance, every success, every failure, every spark of true love and every twinge of a broken heart :) Life rocks!

This is me. I think I was born to be what I am, born to do what I'm doing. I have a million dreams and I want them all to come true. I do want to prove that if you really really really want something with all your heart and keep going for it, the universe does indeed conspire to help you. Somewhere I’m sure the universe has a plan for a passionate lovelorn storyteller called – Gaurav Desai      :-) That’s – About me!